This is Just Gray

Slept through the alarm, again. Gonna set like three tonight and see if that does the trick. This cold or whatever isn't helping, I sleep a lot but just stay tired all the time. Getting back on a day schedule should help, the lack of sunlight probably isn't doing any good, either. Am awake for now, though, so may as well get to work. Still no ideas for the blog other than the neighbourhood tour, and honestly not even really sure how to go about that. The little area I live in really isn't all that interesting. I'll figure something out. I've got Clip Studio going now, and I'm actually enjoying doing art again for the first time in a while. Maybe I could do an art stream? I always did that through Picarto, though, would have to see how well it would work on Youtube. But yeah, time to get to work.

 Another note to self: been reading through other blogs to get ideas for content and such, and found a neat one that talks about folklore and stuff. Reminder to sit down and go through the other entries sometime. the hooded man

 That twenty four hour sleeping stint recharged my batteries a bit, but I think I may have to take a day off soon, regardless. Whatever bug has had me feeling sick and gross for the past couple of weeks hasn't quite gone away, and the sleep didn't really seem to actually make me any less tired. I'll do that soon, but I have to get a bit more stuff done first. I know I said this space was supposed to be for avoiding the topic of work, but I don't think anyone is actually reading this anyway. And besides, I won't really talk talk about work. The news of that suicide and the way the media is handling it just has me feeling a way, I guess. It just feels like trying to go against the current constantly at this point. No matter how much I try to do what I can, it feels like I'm not making any difference, even with the people immediately around me. I decided to take on journalism on top of the art because I cared about it, it isn't like it pays anything worthwhile ...

Got finished work pretty late today, and decided to do some reading before bed. Happened across a little article discussing a concept called the Law of Three. It's 4 a.m. but note to self to finish reading later, it's been pretty neat so far. the law of three

The sleeping finally caught up with me, almost twenty four hours in bed, slept straight through the alarm. T_T I guess I needed it but not stoked about missing a full day.  Note to self: remember to make a proper entry here tonight, gotta do this properly if I'm gonna do it at all.

"do yoυ reмeмвer, love,  тнe нearтвreaĸ oғ love?  noтнιng now вυт мυѕιc oғ тнe nιgнт;  ѕтιll, ι'м ғorever ιn love.  a lover wιтн a ғaυlт;  тнιѕ lover wιтн a ғaυlт.  allow ιт and yoυ wιll нave ιт;  allow ιт and love wιll вe.  do yoυ reмeмвer тнe тιмe wнen yoυ were ѕaтιѕғιed?  do yoυ reмeмвer тнe тιмe wнen yoυ were laυgнιng?  тнe world ιѕ wonderғυl,  ιғ yoυ вelιeve ιn ιт.  ѕo тυrn yoυr ғace тowardѕ lιғe,  and тнe conѕтanт нappιneѕѕ ιn oυr мιdѕт.  wнaт нappened тo тнoѕe dayѕ?  wнaт нappened тo тнoѕe nιgнтѕ?  do yoυ reмeмвer тнe тιмe wнen yoυ were ѕorrowғυl?  do yoυ reмeмвer тнe тιмe ѕpenт ғorever cryιng тearѕ?  waѕ ιт мe or yoυ aт ғaυlт?  ғeelιng υѕed and loѕт;  wнy тнe ғιgнтιng and cryιng oғ тearѕ?  тнere ιѕ вeaυтy ιn тнe world,  ιғ yoυ ѕeeĸ ιт oυт.  тнere ιѕ joyoυѕ wonder ιn тнe world;  leт'ѕ ѕeeĸ ιт oυт."

 Another all-nighter. My schedule's pretty much reverted back to being nocturnal and that's not awesome. I keep meaning to get myself back on track, but of course it never happens. I had work to finish; what matters is that I got it all done. I didn't have anywhere to be today or anyone to see, so it hardly matters if I snooze through daylight.  I am tired, though.